-Posted May 22nd 2026
-both God and Jesus Christ
-maybe trapped always each in a Darth Vader armor
-and forced to work for Space Army Empires
-the two times over night with the Destroyer
-the first time
-Jesus Christ. And I was living in Mayfair Place
-he is the main villain of Days of our Lives about me
-Mayfair / Messiah
-the day reflected Bane / Batman
-like Christ was meant to be about the greatest super character
-the second time about God
-with the local man like Superman
-who worked in computing
-in my sleep it felt like I said out aloud I will marry three times
-Marry / Mayfair
-also Superman like God and Jesus Christ meant to have the best character
-like the Archie style line of comics
-the characters all have matching pairs in the make up
-and God maybe the main villain
-each dream and day had the idea of the Destroyer in it
-Destroyer as in Darth Vader
-they might have become these
-the day I got
-feces / Christ. Shit / Christ. Excretion / Christ
-over the walls of three rooms in my home
-and went in to Hospital for 3 weeks
-I wondered if anything like this happened to them
-maybe at the point I got the feces over the walls they became them
-Posted June 13th 2026
-I was watching Titanic
-by James 'Cameron'
-I had the idea I might have saved God and Jesus Christ. Unable to with maybe threats from the 'Destroyer'
-they might wind up the same as Darth Vader each. Lasting a long really drawn out time. Then when dead go to a painful Afterlife. Then maybe something my Mother set up. Like her inheritance. Another inheritance. My Grandparents used to pay for me on a Sitmar Fairstar / Star Wars Cruise. That would be used to finally end them both completely
-today I was watching Titanic. I was daydreaming I had a Reporter outside my room harassing me. I read out the stages I had originally came up for Princess Projectra / Sensor Girl. With my arm raised. Meant to when I pulled it down. Set up instead. And avoid those things. Completely ending them anyway
-Saturn Queen the evil sister of Saturn / 'Satan' Girl. The team is adding 5 new members. Saturn Girl asks the team to accept Sensor Girl whose identity she keeps to herself on Saturn Girl's word. Shrinking Violet says she could even be the villainous Saturn Queen. Later the team and Galaxy has fallen. Not wearing the same sort of costumes. The title I saw on a cover of this darker version of Legion of Super-Heroes. Projectra returns. There are several Legion members in a large room in their base. Sensor Girl arrives. They tell her There is a dangerous Witch in a land called Oz. She has been meant by the United Planets to go alone. Sensor Girl says I am not going alone Oz is dangerous. They say she has the right powers. As Projectra walks off alone. Shrinking Violet is smiling. Sensor Girl says Idiot. When she gets to the planet. A Witch appears. But a good one. She shows that 'Projectra' / 'Sensor' has been set up. Planned all along by her sister Saturn Girl. To be turned in to an edited evil Witch character in stories etc And the channel will go everywhere. Like Projectra came from the planet Orando / All Around Channel / All Alone. This breaks her and she becomes terrible. But still threatening others is edited
-then in my thoughts I pulled down my upright arm to end them both then. All like a method to do it
-but this says my ideas to maybe save them didn't work
-while watching Titanic maybe slightly tired. Like a flash in my thoughts. The character old version of Rose wearing a white type of nighty with grey hair. Says a line said earlier in the film. And that was the last time Titanic ever saw day light
-a light white knee height nighty I saw my Grandmother wear. Once bursting in to a bedroom in their house I was sleeping in in the dark. And in a Retirement Apartment across the Road from where the Motel once was
-my Mother indicated she might save them at Bayfair / Bay Shopping Center. When outside she first told me about my Father. She said I think his name is Ian / Anakin (Skywalker / Darth Vader) and he lives in Hastings / Anakin. Like saying he goes to stings too. Day as in Darth. And Light as in Light Sabre. The Head Boy in my year at my High School named Paul Cameron / James Cameron who years later appeared behind me in a line there setting things up to say he had sex with a woman found out I would have married. Maybe he twisted things around about me. Today I remembered a Driving Teacher said she was able to still teach Paul Cameron to drive. The Cars song Drive. Then I realized when I about 2011 rang the Library to ask about scanning the local man just like Superman immediately answered saying Daniel 'Cosgrove'. That sounds like Paul Cameron and Diana. But that was about 15 years ago and now I am also almost 58. Maybe my Mother set up meeting me at that same Shopping Centre like saying she is using Paul Cameron to partly do this for what he did to me
-my arm raised above me. It was the idea twice in bed when it felt like I was asleep I felt hands in my back. Each days parallel. And each time maybe someone called the Destroyer threatening me. Indicating if I try to save Jesus Christ he will do what he planned for him to me
-in the film Titanic. One end of the Ship pokes up high above the water. Maybe the idea of Cliffhanger
-and the girl in my Class in 1981 named Judith Habgood / good. A lot like me like too partly pathetic and bought comics. And how it kicked off. The night I got feces over the walls of three rooms in my home. And in 1980 a girl in Class said to another girl. Judith and a girl had wiped poo over the wall of a toilet
-over the decades I have seen several women matching Judith. But the scenes all clash. In one time I was in the local Psych Ward. There was a name tag on her door saying Lynn. Like in an Electoral Roll I tried to find her. It said Jennie-Lynn Habgood, Grocery Assistant, Central Post Box. She was sitting in her room on the bed mattress on the floor with her back to me. Her hair cut a bit like Lois Lane or Jade / Jennie-Lynn / Genie Hayden. Sort of slightly long, curling in at the ends and cut close at the sides. Sitting on a mattress on the floor. Like at the end of the film Titanic a younger Rose is lying holding on to a smaller but similar chunk in the sea after the Ship sunk. With her boyfriend's arms holding the other side. I only saw her twice in that Ward. Each time sitting like she was. Twice a female Staff scolded her. Once she said If you don't get out of your room more you might wind up in Respite and you won't like that. Like my fears. And a lot of songs lyrics etc say stars etc will set me up to spend a long hard really badly treated time in a Psych Ward. And you won't like going to Respite. Like uncaring Staff there saying I might lose my home being away from it and maybe for a long time. When I have no Mental Illness and my health etc would prevent me from harming people
-maybe going back to an idea I had a while ago. My Mother would set up in to locally and maybe to an area I am sent to. Almost all Health and Police Workers are struck. Maybe with sores like from scorpions on their feet. Or maybe all their lives will be terrible and they will go to a painful Afterlife forever
-except maybe all the Health and Police Workers I don't want this to happen to aren't
-I lived in (Captain) James Cook / Flames / Jesus / Cook Street when young. Bayfair. On my Grandparents first visit to Tauranga. An elderly woman they had met made me a small basic carved boat. Maybe as in Titanic. Or the super-heroes team the New Teen Titans. Whose lives were also set up to be hard for a long time
-my Grandmother said my Mother when young tattooed 'CA' on her hand in a Sewing Class because she was 'bored'
-'Board' like 'boarding a Ship'
-'CA' like the initials of Alpha and Omega what God calls himself in Revelations. And for Christ Angel / Ager