-I was close to Mentally Ill
-one day truant as I often was that year
-I took an axe and broke windows around the neighbors' houses
-like me getting feces on the walls of three of the rooms in my home
-I almost hit my Grandmother May Ager on the head with the axe
-MAY ELSIE Ager
-I killed the MESSIAH Jesus Christ
-I almost caused him or would have seen him become like Darth Vader
-AXE / LIGHT SABRE
-the day I got home from the Psych Ward
-I was standing in my bedroom
-the windows all repaired
-my body VIBRATED and I went BLIND for several seconds
-The Destroyer
-in 1998 I was living in MAYFAIR / MESSIAH Cabins
-down the hill from my home that partly provides my miracles
-one afternoon for a moment. I pictured a page sized picture on the wall
-a man's head in a mask maybe like Bane
-who breaks Batman's back
-I thought if the picture was real it could be of Batman
-and maybe then too he could be the DESTROYER of Revelations
-that night while in bed. It felt like I was asleep but could in my sleep feel hands on my back
-Jesus Christ's life maybe destroyed by a DAYS OF OUR LIVES channel where he is the main villain
-a few blocks from the Cabins the home the Winery owners lived
-in 2021 I was living in my own home up the hill
-I was asleep
-in my sleep there was the IT man like Superman maybe named DANIEL COSGROVE
-in my sleep it felt like I said out aloud a few times to him
-I will marry
-an IT man like Darth Vader
-a man just like Superman as in the Messiah
-I had ideas Jesus Christ could go on to from there be destroyed again winding up just like Darth Vader
-I wanted to use my miracles power to try to completely end Christ
-but there was the threat instead those things would wind up being me
-four parallels
-I had subscribed to STARLOG / STAR WARS
-my Grandfather was outside the front glass sliding door with one that had arrived angry
-years later by there I moved a Bin that had not been moved for a long time
-about where some of the miracle providing plant grew
-there was a mother hedgehog and 4 babies under it
-their SPIKES / LIGHT SABRES
-because for many years 'voices' made me never runaway
-I didn't put the Bin back
-but moved the family to behind a shed in my back garden
-it was overnight
-there was an injured bird trying to get in the glass sliding door of my bedroom
-one then two cats were circling it. Then they took it
-it was about 1989 I had the next bedroom along
-my Grandfather was outside. Doing something like curling up his lips and saying Good food
-today I had the idea of a Days of our Lives cliffhanger
-on if Jesus Christ had these things happen to him
-I was thinking of Botanical Road. The top of a hill with tall trees along it
-Botanical as in Babylon
-the top of the slope like Cliffhanger
-Cliffhanger as in Christianity
-later that day I clicked
-the Destroyer was one version the man like Superman. Working as an IT man
-the Destroyer the other version was Batman
-when I pictured the page picture the idea went through my mind he could be Batman
-Bane / Bruce Wayne
-so maybe when I clicked on these things it happened to Jesus Christ
-then I realized it could mean the risks of going out on my bike
-and someone damaging my tire. And me struggling to walk many blocks back
-and what stars say. A tough time in a Psych Ward
-the hedgehog spikes. Like used on my tire
-Starlog- Leg Log
-the bird KFC
-and Good Food. I wanted to try safer places to get in like KFC and a Bakery up the Road
-my name is Matthew Joseph Ager
-Ager- the Rock of Eternity giving Captain Marvel his powers
-Joseph- Hot Stuff add man
-Joseph- Christian in Self
-Ager- my appearance lasts. Or maybe even I live forever
-I think I may have killed Jesus Christ
-the point I went in to Hospital
-I got Feces / Jesus. Shit / Christ. Excrement / Christ
-over three walls of my home
-like the matching glass sliding doors
-the point I got the excrement over the walls
-just before writing this I knocked my drink bottle and it sprayed behind a cabinet in my wardrobe
-it was the complete end for him
-saving him from a channel or Darth Vader
-Cliffhanger- like the feces on the walls
