Memorial Day

-several years ago. On a Thursday night. When mostly that week I had Peanut Butter on bread and nothing by the end

-maybe forces in my mind said stop buying comics and instead buy a lot of Groceries

-connected to things like when I was young seeing in fields at the end of our Street lying in a ditch the full skeleton of a man 

-I went late at night to the supermarket and bought $120 of Groceries 

-the money didn't come on my Card until just after 9pm

-getting the bags on my bike I felt almost like collapsing

-I got the supermarket Staff to call an Ambulance not realizing they can't do that. But they were coming later

-a kind supermarket Security Guard named Susie. Supermarket / Security / Susie. Susie / Lucifer

-took me up to the Hospital and stayed with me for the 7 hours I was there over night

-and she brought around my Groceries the next day

-later I had ideas I was meant to somehow take time out of things for a year

-to prevent Earth corruption etc treatment to me sending out bad effects to maybe everywhere

-later I thought that might mean that night in a Hospital

-like an out of it night

-maybe that means if people turn on me meaning I struggle maybe banned by shops

-like Susie each week I get a load of Groceries appear

-the final comics order I will make

-the 15 issues I need of the start of a 1987 version of Doom Patrol

-mostly different from the late 1960s version a maybe another version of me Gar Logan / Beast Boy was connected to

-the idea of the night in the US. I got lost at each of 3 Washington DC Memorials

-the night at the Hospital was like being out of it too

-I called that night in the Hospital to avoid the effects Memorial Day

-and the idea while I was in Hospital recently for a few weeks

-that time I was lost at the three Washington DC Memorials like being in the Hospital

-work was done on me

-and back then I was told not to buy more comics. But I got other messages later

-the two ways I think stars are likely to bring me down to get what they want

-if I keep buying comics. If I go out on my bike and someone damages a tyre when I can barely walk