Matthew Ager

-years ago I had two dreams

-in one former DC Comics Head Jenette Kahn was lying in a Hospital bed in a small room

-there were several people around her

-a news item read she had died with friends and family around her

-in the other dream I was lying on a Hospital bed

-in a sort of slightly large Hospital maybe Operating Room

-I was going to have my penis operated on

-I was concerned I would not go to sleep properly

-she died. I die now

-she was surrounded by loved ones. I have the list of super hero powers I wanted

-the first letters of each power the same as the first letters of once special themed rooms of my home

-I was having my penis operated on

-I get the appearance and maybe too personality I saw in the man Christian 'Paredes'

-Paredes / Parent

-after I willed these to happen to me I realized it was like me dying and being reborn / penis again

-in both dreams I was in Hospital

-the idea I had I was taken to Hospital for then a few weeks

-the idea I was being set up and sorted out maybe to be the Anti-Christ

-this is like saying I had operations and the appearance and super hero powers were in me

-I came home for several weeks after the three in Hospital

-so I started and wound up in Hospital

-and with me willing to die etc

-my lists of miracles went out

-and maybe I can no longer do miracles